I've lost you, and now I'm losing me.

I feel strange, disconnected. I don't have any close friends and I'm starved for a connection. I need to feel attached to something, like I'm part of it. But I don't know what to do. Right now I just need to feel like someone cares about what I have to say and cares about me.

This is such a strange feeling. I know I'm not actually alone but I feel like I am.